Nothing much to say, job is getting a bit mundane….I have to sit around all the channels available in ASTRO, which takes few weeks to complete before get into shift.

Was actually quite upset today. A colleague misunderstood me and talking nonsense about me to the others.

Colleague A: You this girl ah, keep walking around like no need to do the job.
Me: (*thinking to myself and just smile to him) Huh? I just finished my channel in DH&H, stood up and tried to put my water bottle back to my place. Is that something wrong??? I never walked around for the past 2 hours also since I reached the workplace.

After lunch...

Colleague B: Were you the one who sat with me the other day in TLC and came back half an hour late during tea time?
Me: No. I never sat with you before..
Colleague B: Weren't that you? Then nevermind larh, you continue with your editing. (* I can't even got the chance to explain cos his facial expression was like suspecting me!)
Me: (*thinking..) Only then I knew why colleague A said me keep on walking around just now before luncg. Cos colleagues A & B sat together and B told A that I was coming back late the other day.

The fact is this is my first time sitting with colleague B and I still remember very clearly that TLC is my first sitting-in channel with a Chinese senior. Not this Malay colleague B.

What made me frustrated was you never clarify it with me beforehand on the contrary you just simply back stabbed me behind others. wth! Truly a very bad experience for me in my first job.

Another thing to take in, I feel like I’m beginning to experience a little bit of road rage. I get pissed off at people driving slowly on the fast lane, or not signalling and all that, that I find myself having to take big breaths to calm me down. I’m enjoying my job still but the driving and the long hours is just killing me. I'll be going to Cyberjaya starting this week for training since I've completed all the channels in ABC. It's freaking 45++km from my house to CJ. whatthefuck rite?? I think I might move out if things don't work properly. I’ve lost about 2 kgs since I started work and I can see myself deteriorating slowly.

Anyways, I think I better end here. I'm getting very sleepy and I'm just typing whatever's jumbled up in my head right now. Good night..

Love,
Chelle